The urge

It's something that keeps poking you again and again.
In moments of despair.
In moments when you are not sure of yourself, or of the people around you.
At times when you feel isolated and the most vulnerable.

You fight it. It plays games with you.
It teases you. It has this flirtatious smile.
Wants you to commit that one mistake.

Just once and then you can go back to not doing it, it says slyly.
It knows your weaknesses. Knows it really well.

But you be strong.
A slight deter and its game over.
Fight it. Believe in your heart.
Control the urge.